Jus checked my grades for the presentation i did on wed for art philo. the one in which i was cool all the way till it was my turn next to present, i felt the blood rush out FROM my head to god-knows-where(solely attributed to my monthly thang..hopefully). the one in which my tab cards shook so hard in my hands that i tried so hard not to stare at it. dr chin gave me 9/10. muacks. i told you i love her. jus waiting for my grades on assignment (bites fingernails)
i wonder wads god's plan? why does he deliberately guide me to things that are not meant to be? last night i was mugging but the radio kept on harping abt fixing a blind date for this guy called don. uh-DUH. for obvious reasons, my mind wandered.. its been like eons since he last called me or i saw him online. but that makes sense. how many times can a fella keep calling before he gets awfully pissed that i nv ever make the first move? 2yrs is quite a record already. no prizes for guessing that my imaginations ran wild. perhaps he got himself in an accident? perhaps he blocked me in msn? perhaps perhaps perhaps. i was sppsed to go down to sch to mug with the gurls today. i'd never cut our studying dates but somehow today, astonishingly, i jus dint feel like it. anywhoo, the million dollar qn is..did i talk to him today? yes i did. He came online five mins aft i did.
Somehow, he had gotten news of me quitting sch. it really amuses me that the indian guys in sch nv cld get tired discussing my life. Who i date, who i dance w in clubs, who i sleep with. my general honest response.."wad? i danced wid ****? wad i did w him again?who the hell is that? ive nt seen him in my life" which is nothing but the TRUTH. Back to my story, he was really indignant and agitated abt me quitting sch. "great relative... so much concern for ure studies. wat gives them the rite over ure life anywayz huh?? do u know wad ill do to get into nus? get ur degree.." its been so long but some things dont ever change i guess. like how he gets high bp every other time i do something really dumb and how he tries to diligently yet assertively fix it back into order. den he started going onto how i shld be proud of my indian heritage and not sleep with the pilots cus they're "bastards of the highest order" i'm like.. huh?!??!?!?!?! my msn pic was the one with my cousin bro having his arms on my shoulder. he was kinda pissed with pravin tho. no idea why.. he kept on reiterating " u look fine...realli realli fine.." which i ignored of course, kinda pissed he wasnt paying attn to my BRILLIANT LIFE PLAN. finally, he tole me to change the pic cus his eyes were glued to me. ~wadeva~ i was realli realli realli glad when thuva called me at this time. for the first time in his life, he did the right thing at the right time. snapped me out of my past, which is all for the best. i told him i had to go off and told him to send me his wedding invite 5 yrs down the road, which i sincerely meant from the bottom of my heart.
BRILLIANT LIFE PLAN
1. travel the world with a camera
2. visit all the art museums in the world cum get involved in art curation
3. learn up abt religions and visit all churches in italy
4. go dancing in cuba till morning
5. offer aid to underaged sex workers in bangladesh
6. medical relief to african continents
7. work for the Amnesty International
8. Sail from australia to new zealand and watch whales and dolphins at sunrise/sunset
9. Stand in the middle of Manhattan city and watch traffic
10. Dinner at eiffel tower( in a BSD of course)
11. Romantic dinner by a cliff overlooking the beach *use hairspray to avoid hair flying all over
12. Find a snowcap and admire it
13. Buy a house with large windows, high ceiling and beautiful creamy drapes
see??? its impossible for me to get married before accomplishing all of the above.
and so her story is told@ 11:32 PM
